Found an old extract in my diary from earlier this year, and I realised I actually summed up me really well..;

'This is me. In my own eyes I'll never be good enough, never meet my own expectations. So, how can I believe I've met anyone else's? Am I destined to never believe myself, and reach my full potential?'

For someone who claims they care not what others say and do, it sure doesn't sound like it when you take a peek inside.

[Sigh].